After wasting years, they have finally quit
sleeping completely. They have stooped together, bent
at the same joints, thinned into identical white
cranes. They've waited out the winter nights,
pacing the hallways and whispering songs or the hero's
lines from half-remembered television shows
or radio shows, anything to pass the cold season.
But come June, they're dancing again.
Every midnight I hear them behind my eyes, overhead,
against the hush of traffic and the threaded
scratchings of pigeons in their gutter nests; his heavy
step, her sudden slide to the left, easing into a one two three
one two three, the wind crumpling like parchment
between their legs. In the indolent
darkness I am flat as my mattress, only my breath moving
to the rhythm of their footfalls--I am waiting
for the speed-up, for the pace above me
to quicken to light. Against the dawn they'll be
two white kites circling the thin sky,
casting away unnecessary layers-every lie
told with good intentions, all the sloughed skin
of a lifetime-seeing each other as they've always been. |